for the rest of my life...

salam.. lmenye x menulis.. im in da mood of jiwang hehehehe.. otherwise, today is my fren's wedding. NORASIMAH MAT SALLEH & ZAINAL HJ IDRIS.. semoga berbahagia hingga ke akhir hayat.. Inilah yag dikatakan jodoh pertemuan, kawanku ini bertemu ADAMnya yang selama ini selalu dekat, terlalu hampir dengannya. Membesar bersama dan akhirnya dialah ADAM pemilik rusuk yang satu ini. Bertemu pasangan hidup hanya di depan rumah. Kuasa ALLAH biarpun selama ini berkenal dengan sesiapa sahaja tak mengira gender tetapi belahan hatinya telah ada di mata. Indahnya hidup ini dengan aturanNya. Bagi Shima, Zainal lah ADAM yang meminjamkan rusuk kiri buatnya selama ini. ADAM yang akan membimbing dia menyelusuri hidup ini. Diusia yang muda dia kini bergelar isteri dan aku masih berkahwin dengan kuliah, assigment, test dan macam lagi. Dia menemui ADAMnya terlalu dekat dan aku?? tak ku tahu di mana ADAMku berada kini. Tak ku dimana insan yang meminjamkan rusuknya buatku. Tak dapat ku teka dimana empunya cantuman belahan jiwa ini. Tak dapat juga ku kira2 di manakah insan yang akan menerima akad nikahku nanti. Shima sudah ad jawapannya. aku dan kawan-kawanku yang lain belum lagi terjawab. Pencarian ini tak dapat di tebak jawapannya. Pencarian ini belum lagi ada akhirnya, belum lagi ada hujungnya, belum lagi berkesudahan. Kami masih muda.. hehehe ye ke?? ye masih muda cuma Shima jodohnya awal. Dia menjumpai empunya rusuk di tubuhnya begitu cepat dan dia sendiri telah bersedia untuk bergelar isteri kepada Zainal. Semoga dia berbahagia dengan kehidupan baru yang akan datang dengan status isteri. Kini, tanggungjawabnya bertambah sebagai isteri. gelarannya kini bukan lagi cik tetapi puan. Aku bertanya sendiri... Bersediakah untuk semua ini??? untuk bergelar isteri.. dilema sememangnya akan bahagiakah pernikahan hanya kerana cinta?? aku tiada jawapannya kerana aku belum lagi ke stage tersebut... tapi inilah jodoh. tak ku sanggka jodoh shima di depan rumah. senang balik kampong.. huhuhu..


For The Rest Of my Life-Maher Zain

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
OOOOO
And theres a couple words I want to say
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever
I…I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I
think of you And
I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
OOOO
And theres a couple word I want to say
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of my time

I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I…I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love And
I have no doubt
And
I`m singing loud that
I`ll love you eternally
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.
i know it deep in my heart.

tak ingat dah insan yang di maksud kan ini...

it is a story about real life..
story about frens that hard to speak each other,the more u silent the more complicated it comes.. it is right??
i dunno....~:~ start the story wif sumthing like...
why dont u just say it.. even ask me to stop the radio or keep it much slow..
coz you want to pray..
praying ....
cant u do it.. it is very dificult??
it is really harm u speak to me..
fine i do not want to speak to u too
even so people keep asking me why? what wrong with us or more other questions..
it is annoying when we are close enough to communicate but still cant even say hi or smile at all
it is really annoying..
you definitely get on my nerve.. yeah.. you just successfully, excellently, greatly, make me upset tonight..
sometime i just dont want to see you anymore..
honestly i do love you.. but ...
i dont know what actually going in between us..
you just keep silent and me too keep silent..
i dont even turn my head back to see you come in..
bcoz i do know your reaction..
your mimic..
it weird becoz b4 i never hv this kind of feeling..
end of story.. he still berleter dngn pjng nye di ym saya..
tp x larat nkk tulis... huhuhu.... i just hope he will face it and go through it dgn berhikmah and start his new day with bright smile..,positively to be better than yesterday..
hopefully... he manage to get what he hopes...
bentuklah diri anda independent dengan masalah2 dunia dengan dependan kepada ALLAH..
:):):):):):):):):):)......

I admired him the most now...

people can admire anyone... am I right?? doesn't matter if he or she is single?? or not.. what the criteria to look for in to admire him the most.. he smart, yet very smart, stylish, fluent and confidently speak in front, mature.. his adorable face cant stop me from smilling.. I can barely say Im in love with him now.. but surely it just physical attractions.. nothing to do with some sort of feeling or else the way he bring himself make me look someone like him.. the way he speak make me want to be confident as him.. the way he present himself make me to find someone like him.. all the way about him really attract my attention.. the way he walks, his shirt, his spectacle, his hair style, even the button.. really suit him ... again I love everything I can see about him.. yeah everything that visible for me to see in this short period.. hehehe.. actually he is married with beautiful lady.. matched him well... and have a happy family together..:) its all positive that i can describe about him... :) :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):).....

let it out... loud<.._..>

aarggh..
it hard to keep it alone..
it hard to bear it by yourself..
it painful inside to keep silent..
deep inside it is bleeding..
like the blue ocean polluted
become the red ocean..
it is full of blood inside..
but it is business matter..
when comes to heart and feeling..
difficult to describe..
it is taxing for you to be true..
hard to express..
then how it can be solve??
???
how???
then only one thing..
you need to communicate each other...
but what happen
two people do not even talk a single world for a day..
what it is??
im confusing ...**%**%#**%#
it become big pressure..
just like when
you are asked to lift a large rock..
very heavy one.. but
you can't budge it..
even a bit..
how??
i don't know..
up till when??
i don't have the answer..
why??
i don't know it too
but im sad for what happen..
but i just dont know how to make it clear..
how to make it become a blue ocean once again..
i really hope that can happen but..
i don't know will it happen..
will it becomes true..
sad ... no one can say it a good think
when it happens to you..
you want to feel it ..
just put yourself in..
figure it out ..
what you gonna do..
if it does happen to you..
you cant talk even a single word..
with the people that you know well before..
even you close enough in a distance..
but both of you far away ...
like separated by a big mount..
however, you two just about 3 step in distance..
but still cant even say " hi.. "
silent..
silent is golden
but it doesn't worth for you..
instead, it's killing you like cancer..
spread like a virus...
everybody can feel, see and guess it..
it's embarrassing??
but nothing can be done..
it's life..
complicated..
sophisticated..
complex..
as human being you have
heart that much easier to feel hurt..
but you do have a brain that make you think wisely..
and you do have a belief..
hold on it, believe it.. and you can handle all the difficulties ....
INSYAALLAH....

a day camp... orienteering...

nice..

The most difficult person to FACE in life is yourself.

A GRATEFUL heart is the cure for loneliness.

Do not judge the FUTURE by the past.

Never stop reaching for the GOAL in front.

Hold on to your BELIEF, then you will overcome difficulties.

TRIVIALITIES* can accumulate to an important episode.

Kind DEEDS can bring good returns.

DREAM is our motivation in life.

WISDOM is to understand that the world is ever-changing.

SINCERITY is a natural spring of water.

Danger brings us TRUE friends.

SMILE is the first step of a new life.

smile.. smile.. smile.. smile...:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

huh!!!!

lme nye blog ini di tinggalkan sepi. semuanya gara2 test yang berturut2 ngan assgmnt yg bnyk.
semuanya ad. sampaikan rasa x cukup masa. tapi kalo dipikir2 kan blik bnyak masa yg terbuang dr yng terisi sebenarnya.