it hard to keep it alone..
it hard to bear it by yourself..
it painful inside to keep silent..
deep inside it is bleeding..
like the blue ocean polluted
become the red ocean..
it is full of blood inside..
but it is business matter..
when comes to heart and feeling..
difficult to describe..
it is taxing for you to be true..
hard to express..
then how it can be solve??
???
how???
then only one thing..
you need to communicate each other...
but what happen
two people do not even talk a single world for a day..
what it is??
im confusing ...**%**%#**%#
it become big pressure..
just like when
you are asked to lift a large rock..
very heavy one.. but
you can't budge it..
even a bit..
how??
i don't know..
up till when??
i don't have the answer..
why??
i don't know it too
but im sad for what happen..
but i just dont know how to make it clear..
how to make it become a blue ocean once again..
i really hope that can happen but..
i don't know will it happen..
will it becomes true..
sad ... no one can say it a good think
when it happens to you..
you want to feel it ..
just put yourself in..
figure it out ..
what you gonna do..
if it does happen to you..
you cant talk even a single word..
with the people that you know well before..
even you close enough in a distance..
but both of you far away ...
like separated by a big mount..
however, you two just about 3 step in distance..
but still cant even say " hi.. "
silent..
silent is golden
but it doesn't worth for you..
instead, it's killing you like cancer..
spread like a virus...
everybody can feel, see and guess it..
it's embarrassing??
but nothing can be done..
it's life..
complicated..
sophisticated..
complex..
as human being you have
heart that much easier to feel hurt..
but you do have a brain that make you think wisely..
and you do have a belief..
hold on it, believe it.. and you can handle all the difficulties ....
INSYAALLAH....
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